Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Happy 3rd Heavenly Birthday Vayden

Happy 3rd Heavenly Birthday Vayden. Gosh 3 years it's been, seems like so long. I'm sure i'll be really saying Gosh when May 23rd comes around in 15 yrs. My sweet son, you are missed everyday, but mourning I don't do often. I'm more at a place of remembering, our time together was so precious and while short will be in my memory for a lifetime.

I've been asked why I don't blog often, or anymore for that matter. Well, here is the truth. Honestly I have little to say. Suprisingly while pregnant with Vayden, you couldn't shut me up, but like I said above, blogging was my way to navigate through my grief and my mourning period is up. I do and always will still hurt from the loss of my son, but I am at a great peace.

Vayden on your 3rd birthday I want you to know I love you, and I thank you. You are the reason I have such great peace, you are my heart, you are my hero, and you are my sunshine.

Happy Birthday son .

Love Mommy


  1. Hoping Vayden's special day was full of love and peace for you. ♥

  2. sweet Vayden :)

    I don't blog as much either anymore and for basically the same reasons xoxo

  3. You seem like a such a wise and loving mother. All the best to you and your family.

    A mom in Michigan

  4. Vayden, my sweet grand-angel-baby, you and your story are truly a special blessing to many. Your Grammie remembers you each month on the 23rd by listening to the 3 songs that were played at your memorial. I remenience on the precious time I got to spend with you as you slept. You are so very missed and so very loved. Your brothers are great and your parents are awesome, so strong through you. Enjoy your Grampie up there, I miss him and you so much.
    Love your Grammie

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